Sunday, March 17, 2013

Trusting His Wisdom & Love

A friend shared this today and I was greatly encouraged. 

". . . We all desire immediate and direct answers to our prayers, and are tempted to become discouraged when the answer is delayed or comes in an unlooked-for form. But God is too wise and good to answer our prayers always at just the time and in just the manner we desire. He will do more and better for us than to accomplish all our wishes. And because we can trust His wisdom and love, we should not ask Him to concede to our will, but should seek to enter into and accomplish His purpose. -MH 229,230

 Powerful thoughts. No matter how bleak things appear or how confused we are, we can Keep trusting! His purpose is best. It goes beyond what we think, feel, or ignorantly ask for.  

Sunday, February 24, 2013


I strongly dislike waiting. I really do. It's probably one of the best things for me, and yet it always feels like the worst.

Waiting to know test grades. Waiting to know God's plans for my summer. Waiting to understand God's will for my future. Something about my impatient human nature detests not having instant answers.

Nevertheless, I need to remember. Abraham waited. Joseph waited. Noah waited. Moses waited. Jesus waited. So many of the men and women of God's word waited. Abraham waited for years God to fulfill His promise of an heir. Joseph waited in an Egyptian prison not knowing how it would fit into God's great plan. Noah worked and waited for the rain to come for what could have seemed like endless years. Moses spent years herding sheep, learning the lessons that only being a shepherd could teach him. My own Saviour spent over thirty years on this earth revealing God's love in His daily interactions with men before He paid the ultimate price for our sins. If you find yourself waiting, you can rest assured that you're in good company.

They waited for decades. They waited in dark prisons. They waited in the wilderness. They waited without knowing, and yet they trusted God. And now it's my turn. It's time for me to remember how God has led me in the past.

There have been countless times when He has waited to reveal His will to me. Sometimes, He waited until I was surrendered and ready to unconditionally accept His plan. Sometimes He's waited in order to teach me to trust Him more. Sometimes, to teach me patience. Looking back, I've always been thankful. It was by waiting and seeking His will that I came to Southern, that I choose to spend a year among the Karen in Thailand, and that I chose to take nursing. Those three decisions have been three of the most rewarding decisions of my life. They weren't my initial gut choices. I really wanted to attend Andrews. I wanted to go be an SM through AFM. And I thought I was meant to pursue elementary education. All these were good things & great places. They weren't bad decisions.  But they weren't where God was calling me. My time at Southern, my year among the Karen, and my near two years in the nursing program have brought more joy & learning experiences than I ever could have dared to dream up and hope for. God has been so good to me.

So I keep waiting. Actively waiting. And like God spoke to his waiting servant, Abraham, He reminds me, "Fear not. . . I am thy sheild, and thy exceeding great reward." (Gen 15:1) My reward. I am not rewarded by the events that happen, the answers I recieve, or the learning experiences I have. God Himself is my reward--my exceeding great reward every step of the journey. He is enough. My All-in-All. It's not just the reward at the journey's end. It's the reward of who He is & the daily joys that come from walking with Him. Oh Lord, keep teaching me. Teach me to wait.

"But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength: they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk and not faint." -Isaiah 40:31

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

A Beautiful Rebuke & Great Encouragement

I read the following blog post of a friend today. I don't normally re-blog other's posts, but I felt this was well-worth the exception. I encourage you to read it. It sent me to my knees in prayer,  both humbled by the rebuke & yet greatly encouraged by God's great love & the vision of unity He has for us, His church. 

It's so true. "The powers of darkness stand a poor chance against believers who love one another as Christ has loved them." 

Blog entry: Where is the Love?

Monday, January 21, 2013

One Gleam of Hope

"Never should we cease to labor for a soul while there is one gleam of hope. Precious souls cost our self-sacrificing Redeemer too dear a price to be lightly given up to the tempter's power." -Ministry of Healing p.168

Don't lightly give one up. Ever. He hasn't given up on you. 

Thursday, January 3, 2013

When Champions are Few

"When the religion of Christ is most held in contempt, 
when His law is most despised, 
then should our zeal be the warmest
 and our courage and firmness the most unflinching. 

To stand in defense of truth and righteousness
when the majority forsake us, 
to fight the battles of the Lord
 when champions are few
--this will be our test. 

At this time we must gather 
warmth from the coldness of others, 
courage from their cowardice, 
and loyalty from their treason."

--5T 136 (1882).

Lord, teach us how to let every trial, person, and situation draw us only closer to You.